the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Thursday, August 10, 2006
im still blue.
im still blue.sighh. chalet withdrawal symptoms. quote huiqi: "maybe it isnt just as simple as chalet withdrawal symptoms." i really cant believe that just 8 months + ago i was totally hating myself for choosing to stay in redcross. i cant believe that i was so pissed with the ma'ams for scolding us for what seemed like the tiniest things. all those complaints seem so...superficial now. all the scoldings and punishments seemed so unreasonable then, but now i realise if it wasnt for all of them we'd never be where we are today. and then there was training camp. i think it was really training camp that revealed the true rgsrcy spirit. everyone just sacrificed everything so we could be on time, so the i/c wouldn't kena scolding. it was tough, i agree, but if it wasnt so tough it would never have brought out the best in everyone. especially me. thank you ma'ams. you're the only reason why i've stayed in redcross, the only reason why im here today. and because you made me stay, you've also given me my wonderful yearmates, and the bestest seniors anyone can ask for. cause you truly made me shine, you never gave up on us no matter how shibai we were, you were always there for us. thank you thank you ma'ams. thank you so much for all you've given us. then there was talentime. i really can't imagine how badly we'd have done without all your being there for us. and especially giving us support for dance. you came down every single prac just to give comments and telling us we could do it we just needed more time. and even when we didnt win anything for trad dance you just said we'd make a real comeback next year. we really appreciate everything you've done for us ma'ams. we promised you we'd try again and again for talentime next year and believe me, we will try our best. even if it means sacrificing our entire holiday. cause we just truly truly truly truly truly truly truly truly love you ma'ams. why did you have to go ma'ams??
how are we supposed to continue without you leading??im really scared to be year 3. i guess all of us are too, yearmates. i try to think of myself as a sec 3 ma'am, with all the juniors looking to me for advice and stuff. i cant picture it. i have that feeling im just gonna screw everything up the day im the i/c and kena scolded for everything i do. maybe all of us feel that way. maybe all we have to do is just work extra hard to pull our standard up. but for now i really can't imagine us as year 3. but we can't let the ma'ams down. we can't. i used to wish i could get out asap. i thank God that i never quit. that i stayed. that i don't, and never will, regret joining redcross. because rgsrcy is my life. i still remember cca orientation. i was telling myself, im so not going to join a uniformed group. never, not in my entire life. and then there was options. redcross was my 3rd choice. sometimes i wonder how could i put redcross as third. cause i know, if you let me fill up that form again, that redcross would be at the very top. and i would write it in caps with exclamation marks after it, if i could. really, rgsrcy is my life. how could i survive without it i really dont know. it gave me yearmates that would listen to all your problems, even if everyone else in the world couldn't be bothered to. it gave me seniors that helped us even if they had their own stuff to do. and they helped us before they helped themselves. would i be able to do that for my juniors? it's really hard to try and bond as such a big year. 28 of us. and 44 last year. i dont know how we would have got so bonded without training camp, without ttime, without the ma'ams. basically without everything and everyone in redcross. and as a year we'll go through all the storms, as a year we'll share our joys, as a year we'll wipe each other's tears away. yearmates, you guys really rock. all 27 of you. i love you jane juanmin hweefang yunhan weiwei joan siling adeline jiayan junru cherie wangruoxi gohhong nicolelin liangsi esther fiona huiqi evon yingling yongruoxi chloe nicolechen joyce fangyi & gwen. im not so blue anymore...cos we know we won't let ourselves disappoint the ma'ams. we'll live up to the the rgsrcy legacy. and life is a road that i wanna keep goinglove is a river that i wanna keep flowinglife is a road, now and forevera wonderful journey i'll be there when the world stops turningi'll be there when the storm is throughand in the end i wanna be standingat the beginning with youi really really want to go back in time, so i can appreciate all my time in redcross with you. cause my secone year was wasted hating you. 8:17 pm
Thursday, August 10, 2006
im still blue. im still blue.sighh. chalet withdrawal symptoms. quote huiqi: "maybe it isnt just as simple as chalet withdrawal symptoms." i really cant believe that just 8 months + ago i was totally hating myself for choosing to stay in redcross. i cant believe that i was so pissed with the ma'ams for scolding us for what seemed like the tiniest things. all those complaints seem so...superficial now. all the scoldings and punishments seemed so unreasonable then, but now i realise if it wasnt for all of them we'd never be where we are today. and then there was training camp. i think it was really training camp that revealed the true rgsrcy spirit. everyone just sacrificed everything so we could be on time, so the i/c wouldn't kena scolding. it was tough, i agree, but if it wasnt so tough it would never have brought out the best in everyone. especially me. thank you ma'ams. you're the only reason why i've stayed in redcross, the only reason why im here today. and because you made me stay, you've also given me my wonderful yearmates, and the bestest seniors anyone can ask for. cause you truly made me shine, you never gave up on us no matter how shibai we were, you were always there for us. thank you thank you ma'ams. thank you so much for all you've given us. then there was talentime. i really can't imagine how badly we'd have done without all your being there for us. and especially giving us support for dance. you came down every single prac just to give comments and telling us we could do it we just needed more time. and even when we didnt win anything for trad dance you just said we'd make a real comeback next year. we really appreciate everything you've done for us ma'ams. we promised you we'd try again and again for talentime next year and believe me, we will try our best. even if it means sacrificing our entire holiday. cause we just truly truly truly truly truly truly truly truly love you ma'ams. why did you have to go ma'ams??
how are we supposed to continue without you leading??im really scared to be year 3. i guess all of us are too, yearmates. i try to think of myself as a sec 3 ma'am, with all the juniors looking to me for advice and stuff. i cant picture it. i have that feeling im just gonna screw everything up the day im the i/c and kena scolded for everything i do. maybe all of us feel that way. maybe all we have to do is just work extra hard to pull our standard up. but for now i really can't imagine us as year 3. but we can't let the ma'ams down. we can't. i used to wish i could get out asap. i thank God that i never quit. that i stayed. that i don't, and never will, regret joining redcross. because rgsrcy is my life. i still remember cca orientation. i was telling myself, im so not going to join a uniformed group. never, not in my entire life. and then there was options. redcross was my 3rd choice. sometimes i wonder how could i put redcross as third. cause i know, if you let me fill up that form again, that redcross would be at the very top. and i would write it in caps with exclamation marks after it, if i could. really, rgsrcy is my life. how could i survive without it i really dont know. it gave me yearmates that would listen to all your problems, even if everyone else in the world couldn't be bothered to. it gave me seniors that helped us even if they had their own stuff to do. and they helped us before they helped themselves. would i be able to do that for my juniors? it's really hard to try and bond as such a big year. 28 of us. and 44 last year. i dont know how we would have got so bonded without training camp, without ttime, without the ma'ams. basically without everything and everyone in redcross. and as a year we'll go through all the storms, as a year we'll share our joys, as a year we'll wipe each other's tears away. yearmates, you guys really rock. all 27 of you. i love you jane juanmin hweefang yunhan weiwei joan siling adeline jiayan junru cherie wangruoxi gohhong nicolelin liangsi esther fiona huiqi evon yingling yongruoxi chloe nicolechen joyce fangyi & gwen. im not so blue anymore...cos we know we won't let ourselves disappoint the ma'ams. we'll live up to the the rgsrcy legacy. and life is a road that i wanna keep goinglove is a river that i wanna keep flowinglife is a road, now and forevera wonderful journey i'll be there when the world stops turningi'll be there when the storm is throughand in the end i wanna be standingat the beginning with youi really really want to go back in time, so i can appreciate all my time in redcross with you. cause my secone year was wasted hating you.
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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